Sorry Lily. They didnt do your beauty justice.
I took some more of her once I had the energy and time at home. Its not easy to photograph a newborn. Its not easy to photograph your own newborn!
So theres our girl. :) We love her!!!
She has been sleeping through the night since we brought her home. Only a few nights has she woken up in the middle of the night to be changed and fed. Nothing I cant handle. Breastfeeding is going great. She is so alert when she is awake. Honestly a great baby.
My husband and I have agreed that he will be going in to get fixed on January 20th. I hate this. I hate the fact that people alter their bodies natural functions to avoid something that God made us to do. Have children.
I refuse birth control because of the side effects and the fact that it kills babies before they are given a chance at life. And there is no way Im going under the knife. I dont believe in it.
So...
He will.
Im having a difficult time with this.
Its sad.
Im sad.
I'll never feel a little baby inside me again.
Growing. Learning my voice. Being one with me.
It breaks my heart.
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