I found out last night that Cliff never cancelled his vasectomy appointment. I thought he did last week. How could he even think about doing it anymore? I'm so mad and hurt.
This is something that we never talked about as a couple. How many kids we want to have. I want 4. He was done at 2. With 4 kids and us, we would have the perfect number. 6. The number of perfection(some say its 7 but its in dispute).
Just the thought of not being able to procreate ever again brings sadness to my heart. God created a woman and a man "And God blessed them, and God said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth and subdue it; and have dominion over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the air and over every living thing that moves upon the earth." Genesis 1:29
Can you imagine. Such a great gift and here we are altering the temple. Cutting away the chance of creating life.
How sad.
How very very sad :(
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